I'm here to bloggy:) hmmm... yesterday went for movie the proposal n dinner with bf:) the shows is funny but the dinner okay okay only we should eat crystal jade should listen to nippy heex.. hmm... today work is okay... i think tomorrow will be busier?? haha.. n bf is a real sweety today he didn't slp the whole night n half of the day n went out to meet his frenz so before he meet his frenz he drop by hyatt n pass us the dunckny doughnut n mine n elysee favourite drink heex... i'm like wtf his damn sweet okay n i love him so damn much... i miss him soso much too!!!! sometime i just wonder if i deserve such a good guy... for like wad i'v did in the pass? i really thank god for giving such a wonderful boyfriend...we had a really bad start but hope we will have a happy ending *cross my finger as hard as possible*:) n n i will miss my bf so much when he go army ah tt sux... but no choice... oh... i'm going prawning with nippy n his sister r we?? hope it would be fun?? heex... n n going to see nipy parents n some of his relative on saturday so scared..haha..hope i can get along well with them heex...

Hmmmm... yesterday was real bad damn bad.... had a huge quarrel with nippy.. n we almost break up? when he walk out of my house i really break down cry n cry n cry... i really don know wad to do... i know i get jealous easily.. i also don know y... i'm selffish,no confidence, n scared, trust arh!!! i don know i'm just really scared his a good guy that most of the wan to have n i'm scared one day he will leave me... n tt hurts... it feels really pain... some time i just wonder do i really deserve him.. is he too good for me can he stand my temper n every thing my jealousy?? gosh!!! y can't i just have confidence in my self... i think tts my weakest point?? mummy say tt if i keep thinking all this thing ur relationship won be very healthy ya.. its true... nippy have many troubles to think about already but i'm still adding more n more problems to him... i really don wan to but sometime i just can't control my self... how do can i stop my jealousy?? i don know how but i'll try my best... i think sometime i'm just being childish inmature?? anw in the end darling came back n yes i cry again... because his trying his best to make me happy always giving in for me but i just take it for granted until when he leave then i realise it.... i'm very happy n thank him for coming back to me... i hope our realtionship will get better from now on... i'll try not give anymore nonssence i wan us to be happy... i know its still to early to say about future so i'll just wish tt as long as we r together we will be happy... although things don last long but at least i've once have before...

FINALLY!!!! i here to bloggy hahaha... okay.. been rather busy n lazy to update my blog :) hmmm... been off for 3 days tue wed n thursday went prawning with darling n his frenz yesterday it was fun if u catch some prawns hahaha... the last 1 hour i then caught some prawn hahaha.. then some of the uncle gave us prawns too hahaha... we got many many prawn whahaha... then wei qiang i think he caught damn damn many prawns okay hahaha ... n his so funny when he didn't caught 1 for about an hour hahaha... then nippy start up the fire n we bbq it its damn lots of prawns n it taste o damn good.... there's like about 40 prawn in the net hahaha.... haha... anw its really really fun... haha.. its always fun having nippy around hahaha... oh..oh.. n he keep letting the prawn the claws kiap him..hahaha... i wan go prawning again if can?? hahaha i also wanna go sentosa badly!!! volleyball!!! i miss tt too hahaha....today i'm going shopping shopping with nippy.. hope no problem will come find us in the end haha...