Had a serious argument with darling on 26dec:( i'm in the wrong always wan things my way, n darling aways giving in n i still wan more, so many immature thinking, not understanding, i should grow up! tt argument is a really serious wan it hurts me the most so much tt i really break down n cry infront of my mum. when i thought everything is over, n suddenly u came back n i thank u for coming back i'm really happy at tt time. i wan to n never regret being with u right from the start. i love u for who u r i love ur seriousness of love in our relationship n i thank u for tt. i nv wanna leave u wan us to have a extremely happy relationship not for show but for us to feel i wan us to feel the strong love n happiness in our relationship darling lets work hard to getter n work it better heex:) i love u so much right from the bottom of my heart!

I'M HUNGRY!!! no dinner today haix... hahaha.. nvm use to it heex:) i miss my bf i don think today wil be talking to him not even a msg... i miss him badly!!! i aso don think i will be seeing him this week more sad!! but okay lah.. Christmas is the day where to enjoy ur day with ur family hahaha...hmmm... hope darling is okay.. because no msg today so ya hope his alright.. oh ya today i met lester n marcus on the train so coincidence because nv thought tt i will see them like inside the mrt next to me hahaha... but gotta rush off so didn't really chat with them haha:D

Time n date is cock up!!!

I'm starting to miss u already...

I'm starting to miss u already...

Hihi everyone heex:) today wake up eary to send darling off, so fast 10 days already n now his returning back to camp but i enjoy this pass 10days with him.. had alittle of quarrel but we over come it n happy happy again heex:) been eating alot this few days! good for darling bad for me wahahaha.. hmm.. went shopping with bro on monday i think then bought a psp as a gift for darling birthday present heex.. although it cost a boom in my wallet but i feel tt 21st birthday is something big so i wan to get something darling really wan for him hahaha, then darling came over my house on 17dec before 12 then we chit chat abit after 12 i surprise him with a small cup cake with a candle on it hahaha... darling so touch heex:) then 18dec his actual birthday we went out the whole day went shopping here n there dinner then watch AVATAR, n i took lots lots of photo still think not enough hahaha.. I WAN TKAE A LOT OF PHOTO WITH U!! heex... i hope darling enjoy the day although its not something big.DARLING I LOVE U ALOT!!

Sometime i just wonder am i important to u anot.. i really don know how to say don know wad i'm feeling right now..u r tired of me or am i just scaring myself?? i already tried to do everything i can but i still don know do i really ask for too much? will u really love me like how u say from ur mouth? its just so messy..

I MISS DARLING DARLING!!!! finally tomorrow is the day darling is going to POP:) with bro..haha.. i miss him so much just hope darling will be fine tomorrow hope he will be okay on his 24km road march..miss u darling i love u so so much!!