Getting depress with my body:(

while walking along the road from compass point to my house i did some reflecting.. i feel lousy in every ways. lousy in BGR, lousy in friendship, lousy with family relationship, lousy in sch works. even lousy in something i enjoy doing most. lousy being a pastry chef(commis) wad am i good with? i think i'm only good at lying. seriously feel tt i'm a lousy person with nth good.

Need You Now

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah woaaah.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now (wait)

Ooo, baby, I need you now

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1OfsZyYPLoI

I have many free n valuable lesson from u..

Maybe I'm to good!! Hahahaha!!

Just a hug n a kiss is a perfect ending of a tiring day:)

Ah!! I wan to slim down to 50 before chinese new year!! N I'm serious!! Just gotto fucking shut my mouth from all the delicious food!!! So sadded!!!! Y can't I have high metabolism rate!!!

After chatting with my frenz last night I was wondering y ppl would cheat. On their other half? If the feeling isn't right that's y they r seeing another person then they should like stop being together right? If u fall for another person then just break with ur current because its like wads the point of being together where ur heart were with other ppl? Right? Relationship is something tt nobody could perfect it. A moment of excitement n freshness bring a long time regrettment.

Its like falling in love with u again:)

I still have the heart pumping feeling whenever I'm meeting u:)