I've been reading daring msg again n again..urh!!! i seriously miss him so much. everytime with him is quality time..his my everything:) when darling gave me a paper he wrote on his feid camp n i read it i'm really happy/touch by his words have been reading it over n over again i love my boyfriend!!!

Hmmm... darling book out on fridAY because he pass his IPPT:) then he came down to hyatt to fetch me home heex... its always feels so good to have someone u love to walk home with the feeling is just so sweet n love. Darling did not stay over so he went home n i'm fast asleep heex:) the next day went to work then meet darling at the pick up point where my mum always fetch me headed down to city hall walk walk n meet up with darling groups of frenz went to have dinner with them heex so call very first time hahaha... after dinner me n darling went down to butter factory to meet up with cc rina n evelyn, the queue is crazy not much ppl but very long.. hmmm went down for awhile like lets say about an hour plus drink finish the cupon then went down to cathy n meet up with darling frenz again, after tt we headed home to get drinks then head down to alfreds condo pool side,just chill n relax drink n chat it feels kind of nice. n i really enjoy it heex:) we went home at 3am then slp at 4 plus wake up around 9/10/11am hahaha.. went down to darling house had mac n slp on darling bed hahaha... then went down to darling grandparents house with his family for dinner heex.. i really enjoy being with darling alot.I LOVE NICHOLAS CHENG SO MUCH!!! n darling i'm starting to miss u already!!

I MISS BOYFRIEND!!! it like as if its been so long tt i've last seen him but the fact is just 3 days hahaha:) i miss him!!! hmmm.... sat meet up with darling then we went down to vivo walk walk shop shop have a great dinner n a good chat along the so call sea?? hahaha then went to catch astro boy.. slpt alittle in the movie heex... sorry darling:) hmmm... i also don know wad i'm feeling now i just feel tt i'm giving hell since the very first day tt we r together but u have no complains at all n always ensuring me be there for me never even thought of walking away from me darling i'm sorry.. i should have grow up n not being like a kid its like army already giving u so many stress n trouble n yet i still keep adding more problems to u.. i'm really really sorry!!thank u for ur persistence.

Should i go down to carrefour today?? but i'm lazy!! but time pass so slow ... its like so long more to meet up with darling n his booking out today after dinner:( sadded i miss darling miss miss soso much!!!

After seeing his facebook status i feel relieve n i fee happy for him because now theres is someone to be his pillar n loving him. n its like a new start for me n darling there won be anyone in btw us any more no more extra nonsenses ah really love my darling his always been here for me when ever i need him also giving me his undying love n care although he don have much time for me but he will squeeze time for me n its been half a year already n my love for u r still going strong real strong!! i'm not like who i am in the pass anymore.cheating is not in my dictionary anymore fateful is a new words tt is in my dictionary. Darling i love u n don wish to loose u not even once anymore. gonna treasure the precious time being with u. WO ZEN DE HEN AI NI YA!!

I just miss the day being with darling!!! i really hope darling will be booking out on Friday so i will be the very first 1 to see him heex:) darling i just miss u so freaking much u know!!!

hmmm... today is a rather depressing day for me... all because of a guy call james just can't keep his fucking mouth up... fuck u man!!! seriously piss off just by seeing ur face even more piss off when u open ur stupid mouth *^&%^#$#$%$^& arh!!!!! okay stop scolding ppl feel so bad hahaha... hmmm..then suddenly cry alittle hahaha don know y elysee ask me wad happen to me but die die also nv tell her just say i having flu hahaha... but she can read me inside out so she know me too well to not have anything making me cry :) but i also don know y i cry.. hahaha.. must be thinking of darling at tt time hahaha... hmmm... he still haven msg me yet.. but i hope he is alright nth happen to him.

Darling i miss u!!!!!! first in 6 month tt i n darling have not meet up for so freaking long!!! n i seriously seriously miss him so so much!!! ahhh!!!! i wanna hug him so so badly.... hmmm... been thinking alot again oh no!!! bombing myself again hahaha!!! okay okay... hmmm... yesterday went down for mum n dad anniversary was like late for 1hr hahaha reach there at 8 heex... make cake n have good compliment but still no good gotta keep improving:) was ike hoping darling would be there with me but to bad to sad he got sit test so gonna be in camp n can't come out on the weekends n tts sad because i realy miss him aot... oh.. n was chatting with ah zong kor kor about army stuff like as if i'm the one tt is in army like tt hahaha.. but okay.. la.. it still feels nice chatting with him because his a really damn funny person hahaha... DARLING MISS MISS!!!

wheeX.... i will be graduating soon!!! n its with darling some more!! whahaha!!! hmmm...lets think back to the past.we've seen each other in sch before but nv talk then we ended up in the same hotel without knowing each other yet but yet we know tt both of us were assisted, then we started to talk ,n 1 day there happens to be a function n we happen to stand together at the little ice cream counter then we chat even more hahaha... after tt he waited for me outside the security n he send me home n surprisingly he is my brother primary sch frenz some more its like once a good frenz hahaha... after tt day we didn't really talk much. n one day he work morning shift n me too, then we went home together after work. as days pass by we went home even more often at tt time we haven have each others number yet. n one day we had number from each other n we started texting each other. n went out for our first date n he smoke like hell i think will die hahaha. after tt we started dating more n more we love to drink so we often meet at my house the park n drink it just feels so nice to just chill at the park n drink an ice cool beer haha.. n we started dating, but things just don happen well in the beginning but because of his endurance n his undying love tt makes us still together:) n it has been like 6 months already time just pass so fast n we will be graduating together when u think back it just feels so happy n thing btw him n me its just so coincidences hahaha... brother primary sch frenz, known each other from shatec, n together in hyatt hahaha... its like i still can't believe tt his mine!! i'm really grateful to have known u.i wan to treasure eveything i have with u.n i appreciate tt u don smoke infront of me heex:) i love u so much darling!!