This year F1 is super busy.... Ok maybe nt yet the fullest but still got quite a lot of thing to do!!! N its making me super tired everyday!!! Super hard to wake up from my comfort bed!!!!!! But yet I like it busy hahahaha... Just 3 more days n its over I hope. Just hope Tt he won call me back on sunday. Because I wan to spend time with bf!!! Even if just slp through also ok! Hahahaha... Super miss him!!!!

I SWEAR I WANNA BE WITH U FOREVER!!!

I seriously miss u a lot! But I doubt u don know how I'm feeling right nw. Ah!!! Wad to do wad to do.... I miss those hugs n kisses u gave me...

Last night I doing some self reflection.
I'm screwed. I mess up my family my frenz n my relationship. Feeling useless as usual. But Ur leaving made me stronger issint this wad u wan me to be all awhile. Now I'm gonna work hard for my future even without u. I'm gonna be independent n stronger.hahahaha.. I'm saying like u hurt me but I'm the one tt been hurting u all the while.

Two is better then One.

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"

'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one


i realise tt how much i've hurt u in the past n asking for assurance when u already gave me one. i'm sorry for nt trusting u n nt giving u trust maybe is nt u the one have to give me assurance is i'm the one.. and nt giving ur own space in life i'm just being selffish of my self. u made the right choice to walk out of my life. because i know u will be happier then before. I love u from the start even till now. But i will tell myself to leave it all to the past. And carry on with my life to the future. if u were mine u will be mine. if fate doesn't bring us together no matter how hard we tried we will still separate.

i wan to forget about u! y izzit so damn hard!!!

Maybe there's no ever lasting in my life. Because I've been hurting those ppl who love me.. Karma.. Hahaha.. What comes around goes around. N yeah. I deserve it. No complain. Just heartbreaking.

waking up to realise tt u r nt here anymore its just so hurting! forgetting u is nt an easy task for me. saying good bye to u is really hard but i've got no choice. i can't force u to be with me i just have to get use to a new life without u.

its had being apart from him.. i just couldnt control my tears. maybe time will change everything i will just have to get use to it. its really hurting..

Y CANT I JUST STOP CRYING!!!

i seriously don know wad to do. i think this is my biggest pain in my life!