Waking up n knowing tt u have nt left me just make me happy. Hope tt it wasn't a dream.

i always thought we r fated to be together because of everything because of the coincidence in life. u were primary sch frenz with my bro. n i know u since shatec but we knew each other better in hyatt we then be together n broke up. n u happen to see my bro gf. n we patch n nw we endded our 1n a half year relationship. after all i keep thinking this is fate but i guess i was wrong it was all a stupid thinking of mine. after all its all a dream. i've woke up. because of i ruin my own dream.

Artist: Rascal Flatts Album: What Hurts the Most Title: What Hurts the Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But i know if i could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
And never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

not seein that lovin you
that’s what I was tryin to do…

"When You Look Me In The Eyes"by jonas brothers

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh

after chatting with sp today i realise it wasnt ur fault from the start it was mine. he point out all my wrong point at one go. wad he say was true. i didnt give u space freedom n time for u all the time suspecting u for no reason didnt give u any trust at all. i always say i will give u my support n help u with ur goal but end up i always giving u trouble n problems to worried of leaving me is a right choice cos u will lead a better life with no worries of relationship. i use to think sticking n sticky with each other is call love but i'm wrong its all about connection of the hearts. i wanna cry i wanna cry super badly because i lose u. i trying to stay strong. trying to act like i'm ready to be ur frenz but i guess i'm wrong. it just killing me inside softly. i'm kind of lost nw cos u r always the reason i'm working hard for. maybe nw is my turn to sort it out wad i really wan. n fight for.

Its no point crying over spiel milk if u spiel it then clean it up n pour a new cup. although i cant bear to leave this behind but i will try my hardest to forget about u nt as a fren but a lover i will still treat u as my frenz when ever u need me i'll still be there for u if ya need a talk. from this days onwards i will start afresh i'm gonna be a better person. i still believe in love. just tt that i gotta wait for the right time the right guy. i swear i gonna work double hard for my future so maybe i'll see u at the top. u r still my motivation. because of u i realize how much i love my job i see how a person could actually go this far to wan this thing so badly. u make me seen it. theres nth to lose but yet i gain alot of knowledge from u. u'v got no wrong because everything is from me i created all the shit for u to handle.i'm gonna change n be a understanding n patient person i'm gonna eat a humble pie. i willl learn learn learn n learn work as hard as i can. all the best to u!! one day we will see each other at the top of its glory!