Finally i ate KFC today whahaha... its so fattening!!! hahaha.. off today n nth to do at home so keep slp n wake up then play DS until 12 plus change n went down to hougang mall alone:( so sadded hahaha.. then went to the new NTUC to buy some snaks for darling hahaha don know whether his food finish already anot but don care just buy hahaha!!! but nv buy alot lah.. maybe just 5 like tt i think hahaha.. then went down to popular n buy some stationery then go kfc n buy take away then have late lunch at home heex:) ah!!! i miss darling so much miss so much until i keep anyhow think, how?? i don know wad to do!! I feel like buying alot alot of nice nice clothing n dresses but i think again i'm fat fat fat.. buying all this is just a waste of money..sigh...Darling i miss u:)

I MISS DARLING SO BADLY SOSO BADLY!!! darling went for out field camp so we wont be able to see or talk to each other for like 5 or 6 days?? this is so hard!! i seriously miss darling soso much!! nv stop thinking of him like not even 1 sec!! omg!!! NICHOLAS CHENG I MISS U SO BLOODY BLOODY MUCH!!! hmmm... was like being alone in my room n started to think about the pass, how i n darling started dating the feeling is so sweet:) the first time we realy talk is when we r doing ice cream station then after tt he waited for me outside the security, then walk me home. but in the mean time he also smoke alot! hahaha... after tt we get to go home more often then we go on a date n he smoke alot alot again hahaha... but now he wont smoke in front of me. we have a very bad start n difficulty in btw our relationship n yet his still by my side. his the world greates bf i have. n i wan to marry him n only him!! hahaha... darling i love u!!

hmm... yesterday claim hour go off at 12pm heex:) faster go down to darlings house miss him so much.. n only can see him for a short period only.. because darling only book out on sunday n book in in the evening.. so sad right.. went to his place n company him n rest at his place haha.. then we nap n our head like glue together then very pain hahaha.. so funny:) sad to say we only got 5hr of time to be together but as long as i'm with darling everything is okay haha...i miss him so so much.. at first i thought i will get use to it but in fact i'm missing darling more n more.. ah!!! its so hard!!! darling i miss u!! yesterday darling say something to me n it really really touch me very much.. n i cry ah!!! tears of joy hahaha.. darling i'm sorry about yesterday night thing... i'm just to happy n suprise u will say such thing to me.. n i know for u to say all this thing is something hard because its something big for u. i understand darling i'm really really sorry if there is misunderstanding btw us.. n i seriously say wad i mean n just to u only.I happy to have u i'm always very happy when u're with me:) i keep reading ur touching msg n my tears would just flow out haha don know y:) love u so much darling!!

I MISS DARLING !!! miss him so so much!! have not seen him for almost a week.. going crazy!!! ah... hmmm.. got one night was talking with darling about something after we hang up the phone he msg me... when i read the msg i started tearing.. i'm so touch n happy.. darling i so sorry for the doubt of ur love... i really love u.. i don wish to leave u or u leaving me.. love u soso much!!! cant wait to see him tomorrow tmr gonna finish my work as soon as possible then chiong go down n find darling!!! arh!!! miss him so freaking much!!!cant wait to see him...

aw!!! i miss darling so much like really very much...miss him miss him!!! keep looking at the photo booth photo haha:)

Tuesday went tekong with family n fatty gf send him off to army ... then as usual walk here n there then saw darling marching:) so cool hahaha... he look damn serious hee... love the attitude.... i miss darling so so much but i only can see him 2 weeks later arh!!! going crazy already!!! miss him like hell can!!!i think i miss him until i emo hahaha:D dumb dumb me....

ah!!!!! I MISS DRLING SO MUCH SOSO MUCH!!! counting down 9 days!!

sometimes i just wonder am i important to u? or am i just someone just passby at the time u need someone?? do u really love me with or ur heart or its just air talking?? am i good enough for u?? or am i causing u more trouble?? EMO!!

Here to bloggy:) but i'm using darling mac to blog hahaha.. like finally can get into face book n blogger!!! hahaha... arh!! miss my darling so much.. his in camp now not gonna see him for 2 weeks!!! sadded!!! haix... hmmm... sat darling came down to hyatt then we walk to cine after tt down to funan because thought of buying a mac but still thinking:)heex.. so darling lend me his mac for 2 weeks to try out first hee... after funan darling bring me to st.regies for nice dinner heex.. feel so bad for him to pay the bill because its not cheap.... then went down t darling house then he change n take maccy then went over my place so darling stay over heex... ah!! just love to spend time with my bf heex:) i love him so muchy!!! oh.. then sunday after work went down to darling place heex.. then we all send him to work then darling parents send me home so trouble them hee:) I MISS NICOHLAS CHENG !!!

I 'M BORING!!! n i miss darling so so much.. 2 more days!!! counting down hahaha:) hmmm... feels like drink a nice cold beer... but will only drink with darling
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