Thursday, January 28, 2010
Noel is getting married but don know when but his engaged haha.. now a days its just so hard to find a long time life partner. there r so many life example around me married for many years n yet still had an affair divorce n everything its just so saddening. i wan to have a life long partner i wan to love him forever n i wan him to love me back forever n not having any other affair or anything just me n him. I think its kind of hard izzn't it??In this time of a world there isn't anything call forever right? when ever i saw some really old couples taking a stroll down the road holding hands together, when their partner is sick n old they will do their best to take care of them to make sure they r alright n everything. this is wad love can do no matter wad happen to the other partner u will be with them don care about wad other said about those horrible n discouraging words no matter wad they will still be by their side. Love is such an incredible thing.
Actually love is a sweetest n simplest things on earth it just depends on how u wan it to be.
some ppl just misunderstand love n it become hates n hurts n not wanting to be alone
Love-its a feeling its a chemistry btw the 2 partners nv wanting to leave each other in anyways always been missing n thinking of him/her no matter where n times u will some how feel something sweet inbtw it when ever u do something u will think of him/her wanting to do it with him/her. just like when u'r lying down on the ground alone watching the stars above u n u will think tt if ur partner is right beside u it would be perfect.
so do u ppl know wad i'm taking about haha.
Love is sweet n simple. its not complicated at all, it was u ur self who made it complicated.Just think it easy. n not giving ur self a reason not to love.
I own the place,
Time: 8:40 PM
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
I MISS MY BOYFRIEND CRAZILY!!!
I own the place,
Time: 4:02 AM
Monday, January 25, 2010
OUT FIELD DAY 1
I wonder how is darling doing?? Did he over work him self again? is there any major injury?? there is just so many question... I miss him its like just lets say only 1 day n i've been missing him so much...
Today wake up tears just drooling out of the edge of my eye,its just incontrollable. Its just so hard to control. U must be wondering why am i crying? Me too i don't know the answer been emoing since yesterday i don know why may be my mensess coming so or something haha:) I was standing in the middle of the train, suddenly ur just appear in my mind. My tears almost come out but i manage to hold it back. missing is just so painful. Because i love u tts why i miss u. Do u?
I own the place,
Time: 4:26 AM
Sunday, January 24, 2010
A STORY
There was
a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She
hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always
there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see
the world, I will marry you.'
One day,
someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages
came off, she was able to see everything, including her
boyfriend.
He asked
her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The
girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The
sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected
that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life
led her to refuse to marry him.
Her
boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her
saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before
they were yours, they were mine.'
This is
how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who
was always by their side in the most painful situations.
Life Is a
Gift
Today
before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't
speak.
Before
you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone
who has nothing to eat.
Before
you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone
who's crying out to GOD for a companion.
Today
before you complain about life - Think of someone who went
too early to heaven.
Before
whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who
walks the same distance with their feet.
And when
you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the
unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your
job.
And when
depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on
your face and think: you're alive and still
around.
I own the place,
Time: 4:35 AM
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Today i'm gonna blog about my Boyfriend Nicholas Cheng Ri Shen:) hmmmm... my boyfriend is good boyfriend his very protective in some way, but i like because its showing me care n concern we always quarrel but he will try all his way to hold on n protect our relationship. there's one time we quarrel n he said he need sometime to think n be alone. so he left my house at tt time i really break down i cried so badly infront of my mum, n my mum has never seen me cry so hard before.I cried n cried n cried, till i'm to tired.at tt time i thought everything is over i really wanna cut my self at tt time but i remembered promising darling tt i won cut my self anymore. n yes i did not. after everytime i'm kind of exhausted. n i lie on my bed opening my eyes wide n still tears following out of the edge of my eyes. n suddenly my phone rang n its darling calling inside the phone his panting n sort of crying?? he said he love me n his coming down. when i went out of the the house i saw him running towards me n give me an ultra big hug n he smelled of alcohol! n he can't even stand properly n i started crying when he hug me. n i quickly pull him up my room take towel n clean his body while i'm cleaning his talking like a kid hahaha..so cute u will never see this side of him before because its only for me to see haha.. after tt i tug him to bed. I'm very touch at tt time n it makes me wanna hold on to him more. i really love him so much!! n n he will always find ways to make me happy n he can read me very well although i'm very easy to read lah hahaha... hmmm... darling never get angry with me before hahaha.. always i'm the one tt throw temptruem i'm so darling. i know i've always piss u off alitte n make u angry at times but u will always not blame me arh!! u r the best best best boyfriend on earth. there's no any other guy woud be way better then u, because u r the best whahaha!!! i wan to be with u forever n ever n ever!!!heex:)
I own the place,
Time: 7:27 PM
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Yesterday after work i went down to jurong point n meet darling because they have nights out so they r free to go anywhere they wan heex. so darling ask me whether i wan meet him i say yes of course i wan to meet him hahaha. i misses him so much!! hmm... so after we met up we walk walk around had nice dinner at kushinbo has nice chat with my bf whenever i'm with him i just feel very happy. its a feeling tt it u don know how to say or express its all in ur heart n mind. hmmm... after dinner went ntuc n saw brother with his frenz, the his frenz have some bad comments about me i'm kind of affected about it but after tt i'm okay because its not wad i care tt i am in their eyes its wad i am in my bf eyes, if my bf say i'm pretty means i'm pretty heex:) bf always wan me to have more confident in myself n trying all ways to help me n i really appreciate tt his an awsome bf :) i love him so much tt i wan to be with him for the rest of my life.
I own the place,
Time: 7:37 PM
Thursday, January 7, 2010
LAst dayDarling is back from outfield now inside his bunk i think?? I miss him so damn bloody much!!!
I own the place,
Time: 4:16 AM
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Day 3I miss my boyfriend seriously badly!!! Real lots!!WO HAO XIANG NI YA!!!
hmmm... okay today work was okay finally do order store very hard ah!!! but i can do it haha.. after work went home then went out with dad n mum to view house again nth caught our eye.
I own the place,
Time: 5:00 AM
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Day 2Its day 2 darling outfield don't know how is he? is he sick injured or anything happen something bad n depressing?? I seriously miss him seriously damn lots very very miss him. Hope tt everything would be alright during his outfield can't wait the day pass by fast, so tt i could see him as soon as possible:)
Today woke up at 10 plus watch drama online until 2, bath change went down to hougang mall shop alittle, went library for an hour mum came to pick me up after work then went home after tt went to view house.Really hope we could find a real good house value for money n convenient for us really hope so *cross finger* tts all for the day:D
I own the place,
Time: 4:55 AM
Monday, January 4, 2010
Feeling kind of emo, kind of suddenly have this feeling. I can't compare anything with other girls they r pretty n have good brain pretty at the out side pretty in the inside. I'm neither pretty inside nor outside, lazy n immature. Alaways giving ppl trouble all the time, when can i start to grow up. Lousy at work lousy at relationship lousy at frienship. I'm just suck. FHA isn't far nor near n i've yet started doing anything ah... dame it lazy me gotta start doing some research. TJQ u gotta wake up its just the start of the new year n ya giving up already!!! Damn u!!WAKE UP WAKEUP!!!
I own the place,
Time: 10:34 PM
Darling went off to outfield today, he msg me in the morning but i'm still sleeping. so i reply him once i woke up at around 11, the darling reply me later but tts our last msg. i miss him, seriously alot he just called me although its not tt long of a converstation but i'm all satistfied. Just listen to his voice i'm very happy already:)
hmmm... today wanna go library but end up watching shows on tuduo i think darling mac book gonna spoil heex..because i on for very long period sorry darling!!! oh, by the way darling lend me maggy so now i'm using it haha..so nice of my bf ah!!! i miss u darling!! oh.. darling n i were discusing about going on a holiday heex.. thinking of tt makes me excited n happy:) because this would be our first holiday haha.. so we gonnna save save save!! Then we can enjoy oursself hahaha,so happy. I LOVE U DARLING!!!
I own the place,
Time: 5:23 AM
