Today i'm gonna blog about my Boyfriend Nicholas Cheng Ri Shen:) hmmmm... my boyfriend is good boyfriend his very protective in some way, but i like because its showing me care n concern we always quarrel but he will try all his way to hold on n protect our relationship. there's one time we quarrel n he said he need sometime to think n be alone. so he left my house at tt time i really break down i cried so badly infront of my mum, n my mum has never seen me cry so hard before.I cried n cried n cried, till i'm to tired.at tt time i thought everything is over i really wanna cut my self at tt time but i remembered promising darling tt i won cut my self anymore. n yes i did not. after everytime i'm kind of exhausted. n i lie on my bed opening my eyes wide n still tears following out of the edge of my eyes. n suddenly my phone rang n its darling calling inside the phone his panting n sort of crying?? he said he love me n his coming down. when i went out of the the house i saw him running towards me n give me an ultra big hug n he smelled of alcohol! n he can't even stand properly n i started crying when he hug me. n i quickly pull him up my room take towel n clean his body while i'm cleaning his talking like a kid hahaha..so cute u will never see this side of him before because its only for me to see haha.. after tt i tug him to bed. I'm very touch at tt time n it makes me wanna hold on to him more. i really love him so much!! n n he will always find ways to make me happy n he can read me very well although i'm very easy to read lah hahaha... hmmm... darling never get angry with me before hahaha.. always i'm the one tt throw temptruem i'm so darling. i know i've always piss u off alitte n make u angry at times but u will always not blame me arh!! u r the best best best boyfriend on earth. there's no any other guy woud be way better then u, because u r the best whahaha!!! i wan to be with u forever n ever n ever!!!heex:)